The joys ...

For some unknown reason, today I feel beaten! I feel as though the weight of the world is on my shoulders and I can't explain why! Little N3 has spent all last night and all day today sooking, I know that has pushed me to my limits!! I can see now that she is coming out of her new born state and turning into the terror that I hoped wouldn't happen! I don't know why, but none of my kids have never slept well. I would truly love to know what it is that I do that makes them such bad sleepers!!! hubby has been on my back a bit today, I must be really out of character if he is so concerned! I must be over tired or something! I haven't felt like this at all in the past 7 weeks, but today I have cried and screamed and stomped my feet like a little spoilt brat who didn't get their lolly! I have been embarrassed about my additional weight I have gained, which seems to be growing and I just don't feel like smiling!! I am so sorry to everyone in my house! After reading what I have just written, I sound lime the worst person to be around! Maybe I should just go to sleep and hope that tomorrow is a better day. Sweet dreams xx - Always smiling, even if only on the outside